Archive for November, 2009

My dog lies under a tall pine tree

Jessie gave up long walks a few months ago.   Last week Bob and I invited her on a ten minute walk down the road, and she sat at the edge of the driveway and cried: it was too hard for her to come.  

She skipped breakfast and barely ate dinner on Thursday.  Friday she ate three kernels of popcorn, and when she got up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom in the woods, she slipped and fell in her feces.  I showered her Saturday morning, and we went for lunch at a friend’s house.  She had a nice visit, drank from the pond, and that was her last water.  

She messed herself when she got home, so I gave her another shower and she never got up again.  

Sunday morning we carried her into the living room and had a nice morning.  She ate two tiny pieces of egg from my fingers and wouldn’t drink a drop.  She couldn’t move any more, said goodbye at some length, and we made a 1:00 appointment at the Humane Society (who were extremely nice).  By 2:30 she was buried in a shallow grave under a tree

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where she can see the gardens she helped plant on one side

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and a mountain peak on the other.

It would have been a lot harder without Rick, who helped carry her like a princess to the car, and who returned to help dig her grave. 

The deer that aren’t afraid

I’m feeling fondly towards the deer with the broken leg.  He isn’t afraid of me, and gets closer than the other deer. 

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He’s eating tansy here,

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and seems to like it.  After sampling the flowers,

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he dug himself a small hollow under the tree and lay down for an hour or so.

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At dusk, the doe and yearlings he herds with settled down in the same spot…

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Feels like home, she said.